Pain

My eyes are filled with tears for you and Justin. The pain must be unbearable. And the thought of going through the nightmare of staying clean and sober is overwhelming.
I've got a friend who has a son who did this exact same thing. It just tore her apart.
Adding you to my prayer list and will ask my family to do the same. Hang in there.

I'm so sorry you had to go through that...I just can't imagine The sketched face with the teardrop is a visual that puts this all into perspective and your journaling had me feeling your panic. I hope your son can stay clean.

Thank you Tbear + Becky. It has helped to get it out and on to paper. And prayers are very much appreciated.