Refelction

Pause and Breathe - Aprilisa Designs
One Day in April template - Carol W Deisngs
Fonts - Action of the Time UPPERCASE and Typist

Journaling:
Going into the new year my focus has been on nohting but refelcting on the past and what I lost due to cancer, but also refelecting on what I have gained. I can finally plan and live my life without feeling stuck. And now that I also just received my bachelor's degree comes the reflection on into what I want to do with that education and how I plan on making a difference in the world. I feel it is necessary to give back for the kindness I received over the last three years when my life was essentially put on hold. I was so blessed to ahve been taken care of by so many incredible individuals.

Now comes the task of naviagting the future while always wondering will the cancer come back. Also I reflect on who I used to be. I am not the same person on the inside or the outside. The reflection in the mirror is different. The way I see the world is different in so many ways. I don’t take for granted the litle joys in life because they are things that I missed out on. What I am learning to do is put me first for once in my life. I am learning to give myself some quiet moments and self care time to take care of me. And I am learning to not fel quilty about it either. This is my life to live and I am not taking that for granted. Life is too short to sit there and let it pass you by because of fear.